hey--

sch00l started   = gay

im suspended frOm sch00l at the m0ment...meaning i w0nt be back until ThUrsDaY...

what i did = w0rth it  

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 POWDER PUFF--WednEsDay. SePt. 14th 

                ---->> CaNn0T WAIT <<----

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* hOmecOmeing is cOming up fast... SePt. 17th 

            (((((((( ShOuld be fUn!!)))))))))

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..someone you thought was your friend... turns out ....

                                                                                      .....THEY ARENT!!  

<333 cOmments??

AAaaaallllLLlllrrRRiiiiIIiiiggGGghhHHHhttTT

- sooo not much is new  just been workin a lot ....ohh && i dyed my hair  .. yeah ...hmm.. color? its like a redish/brown... im not sure if i like it yet...g0od thing its not permenant!! lol ...

&& well i kinda got grounded for a few days ..!! which pretty much sucked BIG time...concidering it was like my first time ever... ha! And it was over miiike's & my one year and 6 months anniversary... AnYwaYs... HappY aNniveRsaRy BabBBByy!.. LOVE YOU!   02-15-04 <3

 --------> loooOOo00ng story short... iii -lied- to my mommy. not good!..

    After i got ungrounded ...*TttOodDaaYY* i got my car and phone back... mike took me out to breakfast..!! it was sooo yummy!!.. then i hung out with -h0lly- for a bit .. and caught up on some things.. boy do i miss her!!...<3 you!! Then i hung out with mike before i had to go to work ...! Had work from 5-10 .. not soo bad.. then i hung out with bRiTt && a few other ppl... then headed home for the niiight...

::tHis weeK::

work... work ... &&  WORK...  -bUt- i have friday/saturday OFF... so call me if ya wanna do something...  ::HINT::HINT::

ohhh.. and bRi comes home tmr... i CANT wait to see her!!...<33

---d0nt gO anywhere wiiithout leaviiin some LooOOovvEEe

HIIIIiii

Fiiirst off..... GUESS WHAT!!!! ii finally got hired... haha okkkaayyy ..... soo00ooOO--

fRiiidaY:

 i got up .. went to my LAST day or summer school... got out early.. because i finished all my work and i ended up passing with a B- which for me .. is pretty darn g0od..especially for math!!!!.. i was happy!. After school i had to go work at my aunts salon again!... but only til 3  then i came home.. and mike came over .. and him my sister & ii went and got McDonalds... YUM!--and then went & played tennis.. and Jake met us there...! yeah ... well im not a tennis player.. haha!.. then later on me and mike went and saw fantastic four.. it was an okay movie.. didnt suck..but wasnt my favorite...hmm ....

SaTurdAy/t0day:

had a horrible start to my day.. but then i talked to jared.. and he got me the hook up at MeiJerS.. lol .. and i went down there .. and so did Rozko.. and we had interviews and we got HiReD. . .i start moNday... i know NOT that awesome of a job.. but im atleast gunna be able to keep my car and cell ... AND pay my speeding ticket... so yeah.. ya gotta do whatcha gotta do!.. i guess!!.. haha anways... after that BrI picked me up .. and i went to her dance picnic... then hung out with her and leanne for a few hours... it was nice to just sit and talk with them!!!  pretty funny stuff!... but its like 1:30 AM.. so im goin to bed!!... night everyb0dy!.. hope you all are havin a good summer!

** i sure am gunna miss bri  LOVE YOU! bFf

<3 c0Le

HI

ookkaayyy...well not a whole lot is new...

-so i've been trying to get a job...

      TueSdaY:

 i went to like every place imaginable & got applications...& out of all the places i went, i hope i either get hired at Arnies or PeTc0... oh boy.. when i was in petco ... there were the COOLEST fishies ever... they were like $80 though.. seriously.. yeah... i know ... HOLY COW! .. if i had that kinda of money .. they would be mine! ... so then mike came over after he got done with work and golfing... and we went and turned my app. in to petco .. and i showed him the fish...but he was more interested in the snakes.. go figure... so yeah .. then he left and i was outside playing some volleyball with my sister and jess ... ty.. and joe stopped by ..and i went with them and we got a car marker.. and went and wrote all over ry's car... and along the way jumped some fences.. and jess accidently broke one.. ( which was a pretty good laugh  love ya jess!!) but yeah .. then we met up with bri & kay.. and we all went to Luke's bonfire.. well only for like 2 seconds.. then we went over to Baker's for a bit.. then we headed home.. shortly after we got home .. jordan, jeff and mike stopped by .. then i fell asleep!...

     WedNesdAy:

 i had summer school once again...then after that i took my grandma to the bank & store...!! i came home and took a nap .. then hung out with mike for a few hours... then i came home ... and took an even longer nap! ... it was a bad day..

  T0daY: ThUrsdAy

i had summer school and then i had to go work over at my aunt's salon for a few hours..! After work i had a cheer meeting to go to. That seemed to go okay..then i came home ... and just hung out around the house.. it was kinda nice.. just relaxed.. talked to brianne  like usual ... and then mike came over after he got outta work for a few.. then he left i ate dinner and took a shower.. & thats about it ...

**- TOMORROW is my LAST day or summer SCHOOL!!!  yeyyy!

...i really really really want a HUGE aquarium with LOTS of fish...!!

>> i never thought gettin a job would be this hard...ekk!<<

(.disregard the last entry!.)

_x0_ nicole

hi.

3verythings been hectic lately... & i dont like it one bit!

dO yOu eVeR fEeL LiKe bReAkiNg dOwn? dO yOu eVer fEeL OuT Of pLaCe?
LiKe sOmehOw yOu juSt dOnt beLoNg aNd nO One uNdErStanDz yOu?
dO yOu eVeR waNnA rUn aWaY? dO yOu LoCk yOuRseLf iN yOur rOoM?
WiTh thE RaDiO tUrnEd On sO lOud tHat nO One hEaRz yOu ScReaMiNg nO yOu dOnt knOw WhaT iTz
LiKe WheN nOtHiNg fEeLz aLriGht yOu dOnt knOw wHaT iTz LiKe tO bE LiKe mE yOu dOnt knOw
WhaTs iTs LiKe tO bE huRt tO fEeL lOst tO bE LeFt Out iN tHe DaRk tO bE kiCkeD WheN
yOu`re dOwN tO fEeL LiKe yOu`ve bEeN puSheD arOuNd tO bE oN thE eDgE Of bReakiNg dOwn wHeN
nO OneZ ThEre tO SaVe yOu..nO yOu dOnt knO WhaT iTs LiKe

((*WeLcOme tO mY LiFe*))

Were all self conscious I'm just the first to admit it

yOu saY i gOt a {.peRfeCt liFe.}
 i saY yOu gOt a {.peRfeCt iMaGinaTioN.}

Do u ever just get that feeling where u don't wanna
talk to anybody & u don't wanna smile & u don't wanna fake being happy,
 but at the same time u don't know exactly whats wrong either..

u can only talk urself in 2 thinking & believing things 4 a certain amount of time..then u realize the truth

--nicole